Just another day...

Ugg-sometimes work can be so fun. But sometimes things are so stressful and I just don't know how to handle them. And then there are the few days like today that there is nothing for me to do and I feel like being here is wasting my time. But then I have to remind myself that this is what I get paid for. lol. So here again I find myself writing a blog. oh by the way-my laminating machine just ate my project. : ( It's ok I'll fix it...hopefully. - The only exciting thing that I think will happen today is the fact that later this afternoon I get to go floating down the river. Something that I have never done but sounds fun!! I love my friends. We do so many fun things. And I think the real reason that I love being around them is because the spirit that they have. I went to a high school that didn't always have ppl that were the best to hang out with and have as good friends. They all had so many different standards. There were a few that shared the same standards I do but I still didn't always get along with them. Now that I'm off to college I'm so excited to have ppl around that I'm comfortable with. I love the feeling of being able to feel the spirit in everything that I do...Well I have to get back to work but I'll write more later.

Starting

Well I opened this account today in order to relieve some stress but in the process of writing this blog I think I created more stress. I just erased the pages that I just wrote. But hey-it was a good exercise to write thoughts down. I realized that my thoughts need to be written down in order for me to more fully sort through them. My life is so complicated and I have so many things going on that I don't always have time to sort throught my thoughts and feelings. I hope that as I write them down they will be easier to sort through. I want to appoligize in advance for anything that I might say that would ever been offending to anyone...I'm not the kind of person that offends on purpose. But at times when I try to speak to someone about things the words don't always come out right the first time...so I thought that if I were to write all my thoughts down and then read them over and reorganize them in my mind that it might be better in the long run and I wouldn't hurt as many ppl with my sometimes cutting words. I aslo want all of you to know that the things which I write are purely thoughts from my mind and not from my heart. If you feel so inclined I appreciate any messages that will help me sort through my thoughts.